Window Pane Sestina
Caught in the glass of the window
pane, the transparent plein air view on paper
navigates the labyrinth of doors inside
and outside the garden of swirling words
undefined on twisted branches taking
form. The naturalist sketch
of doves, a chiaroscuro composed on
long ribbon limbs of love
linked rays of transient light to the
kaleidoscope. Two miles ago her navy blue
coat cinched tight over her yellow
breast of song because the weight of the sky clipped her soaring.
But, she believed she could, even
when the letters and postcards from him and her and them,
became forgotten silhouettes stretched
out far across the perimeter of pallid paper
connecting life cycles. The
scattered ashes and indigo ink smeared in blue
became the dark soul stuff, that no
one even knew about. She was too polite and cautious to
hang the scarlet notes in the orchard, but picked
their buds anyway. The shoots of love,
still forming, were piled on to blankets.
She never intended them to rot in the blazing summer sketch.
Compressed thoughts, from so long
ago, were titillated by future stars lain like landing spots in distant sketches
stacked and smeared with nectar, to
sticky to unfold in her tiny pocket, where she sewed the soaring
seeds of dreams later scattered and
hung like crisp antebellum linen dried upon the line of love
that no man she should cross- or woman
or child. In the meantime, planked stars balance out on paper,
but slicing them apart would
produce half as much pleasure. Or she could just enjoy the dainty words
one by one and tell the airy
breathe all about it beneath the canopy of blue.
Discovering the sacred geometry
leading white stairs, reminded her of cyanotype blue
paper capturing the knothole in the
weather wood she stood upon as a child. The airy sketch
exposed molecules and dandelion day
dreams, but they were really only strips of words
that she could fit together. The
fragments of failure were never complete flops, but soaring
compositions of trees stretched
from limb to limb to limb, across the great grand sailcloth paper
boats she floated until the rain
stopped. Behind the pane of glass, looking back, she felt all the love.
And this is what they call the
sunken treasures- kite strings still bound to the day of love.
She remembered how he roared like a
lion and how she took that navy blue
coat and cinched it up for good. Of
course they were all pastiche stories, tumbling over onto fresh paper
like dried lavender from the harvest,
she absorbed what wasn’t scraps because what is being sketched
right now matters. Still, all the
musings and snapshots of her whole life live on in a fire of burning blue
flames ignited in the love of
herself, not necessarily others, but some joined in a song of glorious rhythmic
words.
The war cannons beseech our labors
because the pleasantries of conversation are never enough words
to digest the trepidation. But what
is deep beneath the seminal friendships of love?
The capitalists could never scope
out the germination at play that the singing doves soaring
find woven into the felicitous
nature. We are never in the same place at one time because blue
is not stark white canvas. Even a
penciled botanist study still prodcues a sketch
with variations of season, baring
the prismatic universe on time stamped paper.
In the end, she was soaring because
she believed in the beaming words,
blinking like a beacon past the
contraband of pirates and their mistaken love,
filling in all the bursts and
blotted out pages she had once torn, leaving only a stack of clean crisp paper.
-Dr. Brantley's writing class taught us about these sestinas. They were so fun. I have to admit she helped me a lot with editing. I really loved being in her class. She was always very open and real with us as students. I miss poetry days already.
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